Thoughts about this is normal

Then why aren’t we normal?

I’m stuck in the corner pouring,

Your still stuck on exploring.

We used to be so happy I rather kill than lose you

I can stay for the hurt

The bruises

The tears

And the break ups.

But don’t leave

You are me

Like I am you, don’t fight it.

I’m losing myself

While still finding myself.

I’m mad, except not at you

For 8 months I felt complete

Now I’m gone

Drowning in a pool

Where music blast

Stuck in my own world

A black shadow

You may not see.

Forever in heart

Wishing were present.

You made me feel useless

While I was the happiest, ever.

I’m the bad guy, right?

Just know I love you

With all I have, I still do,

At the door steps. I stay. I wait.

When you please just know I’m here forever.

Come back.